i'm feeling lightheaded.

views on failure
respect for oneself, for others
within your control
not something uncontrollable
like the gravy at the corner of your mouth (uh.. what?)
not because of content
not doing justice to your brain
i know you first hand
the office
head against the table
what do you want?
figuring out what you want is a want
aspiration is so sad
just pass
not asking to do well
don't you wanna change
don't you wanna change
don't you wanna change
don't you wanna change
don't you love yourself
don't you think you deserve better
reward system
air-conditioned
life other than your bedroom
facilitate
serious circumstances
if you were in America
people knocking on doors all the time
brilliant brilliant
great smart
poetic
babysitting
daycare
adults

adult

disappointed
can't answer can't answer
mind's blank
can't find excuses
can't lie
excuses are bullshit

do you still want the program
process is self-destructive

my head is swirling
nothing much's going on up there, but it's just swirling.. spinning....
like a sudden outburst of information
it's gonna hang